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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 06:45:26 GMT

"Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music."
- Angela Monet

YO

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:37:59 GMT

Monday, November 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 00:52:16 GMT

Here we go again. Goodbye daylight, I'm gonna miss you.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:27:37 GMT

Yo, Vietnam for a month. Later.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:35:17 GMT

Great season guys

North Quincy Wrestling JV MVP BABYYYY. Had the dinner at Bertuccis' tonight, it was fun. I'm starting to miss wrestling already, it's just so addictive. Even though volleyball has started and everything, I still wanna go out on that mat and wrestle someone. Well I'll just wait till the summer, yeaaaaaaaaah.

I cannot live like this.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:44:34 GMT

Was it you who spoke the words that
things would happen but not to me..

Shame on me. Shame on me for thinking that that beautiful face of yours would bring me happiness. I can't believe I fell for it. I fell for you. You're like, the first person I've opened up to since forever. I tried to be there whenever you needed, and I hoped that you would be there for me too. I laugh at myself when I think of the number of hours I wasted staying up with you. What was I thinking? You were everything to me. Everything that I did, I did for you. But you already know this. I even learned how to make a heart out of paper. And sunglasses, too.

Oh, you say you care a whole lot about me? Then why couldn't you just tell me. Why did you have to wait for me to ask? You're probably enjoying this. You had me played the whole time, didn't you? I was probably just one more guy that told you he liked you. Yeah I know I've done a lot of wrong things. I've probably made you sad more times than making you happy. And I'm not proud of that. But this, I would have never played you. You had me thinking that I meant something to you. Hah. You do this to every guy though, you lead them on. Yeah you say that you'll stop talking to them or something. But it doesn't seem like it. And you knew that I had feelings for you. Don't even say that you didn't. It was obvious how I felt about you. And you know what I don't understand? How your ship could have sunk if there were no feelings. Unless there was someone else, which would make this even more ridiculous. You probably knew you were leading me on. If there weren't any feelings, then what the hell was with all those away's? You love it don't you? You love it when a guy tells you how they feel, and then you go and play around with their emotions. Good job though, you've successfully sunk my ship.

And you're right. Things did change. We both changed. I guess this was bound to happen sooner or later. I just didn't think this would have happened. I said the things I said, and I won't go back.

But thank you, though. Thank you for everything. You've taught me a lot of things. I listen to music through a different ear now. I now know what real motivation is. You'd made me happy lots of times. You were there for me most of the time, just not at my most vital moment. You've helped me through many things, and I thank you for those times. I won't ever forget those moments. Someday, maybe, I'll be lucky enough to find another girl like you. And I won't make the same mistakes again.

And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:12:59 GMT

Welcome 2007.

I'll update with a great big post laterr.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 04:31:01 GMT

hmmmmm Christmas.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 19:40:57 GMT

Well, today was the annual Thanksgiving football game between Quincy and North Quincy. Sadly, we lost. 14-16. It was a intense but it was also very fun. Best game I've ever played in. I am very ready for next season.

Life has been..ehhh. The stupid things I do..I'll learn to live with it. Wrestling soon, hoping on doing something good with that. I hope it'll keep my mind of things..

FO'SHO.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 04:00:50 GMT

November the sixth.

Thanks for all the calls/text/IMs/hugs/presents and such. And thank you Bang for calling my house even after calling my cell. -______-
I appreciate it everyone, thanks!

Also, Happy Birthday to Annie, Stephanie, and Shannon. Thanks for stealing my birthday .